Lost

It's Thursday. I haven't heard from the principal for about a week and a half now.
I'm not sure what's happening.

At this point, it feels that my future is uncertain.
Clearly a feeling that I'm all too familiar with, but definitely something I'm not comfortable with.

The little girl inside of me wants to just weep and weep for all that is happening.
All the good bye's, the unclear tomorrow's.
It's just too much emotion.
I think it mostly wants to weep because of the uncertainty.
I feel so lost. Like I fell off the tracks and don't know how to get back on.

Something clearly has to happen, or change, or something.
I just don't know what needs to happen.

Life is GRAND- just extremely trying and frustrating at times.
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