Tuesday, April 28, 2009


Mentally. Physically. Emotionally.

Most def the latter one.

My neck hurts, which is a sign of tension for me.
All this is not surprising.
I really want to just sit here and cry.
Or be at home and cry.
Or curl on my couch and cry.
Anywhere but here.

I am falling apart today.
Just when I thought I was having a great day this morning.
And just when I thought I was doing great yesterday.
But here I am today. Feeling pretty miserable.

I'm worried because I'm scared of a career change.
I'm worried because I have to go back to school.
I'm worried because I will now have to take on a student loan.

Clearly, I am having problems seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

UGH! has become an all encompassing statement from me. UGH!

Life is GRAND- although right now, it's way too hard to see this!
Super Panda

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i wish there was something witty or insightful i could say to you. but i could only say that i feel your pain too. and i really wish everything works out for you. i'm not used to reading your blog like this.